Wednesday, January 14, 2009

the beginning of me (epiphany)

im changing my life. So far ive done a good job of screwing my life up. Pyschiatric hospitals and almost being commited, and emergency rooms, getting kicked out of school. Ive decided ive had enough. no more im done with it. I need to start changing my life now before I ruin it for good. After almost killing myself for the third time, and talking with some people i love ive made this decision, and im not going back on it. I cant they wont let me, and Im glad. I feel like im finally not screwing up anymore, liek im finally doing the right thing. It feels very good, I miss feeling like this. Im goign to try my hardest to make it through alive. I know I can.

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