Saturday, February 28, 2009

I wont say Im in love

The people who I spend a lot of my time with know by now I dont tell people how I really feel. It doesnt matter if i care about them with all of my heart, I still wont ever say anything about how much they mean to me. And they mean so much. Ive just never been able to tell people how much I care, not even my family. Well I guess with the exception of the family I live with.

But I dont want to be that way. I want people to know I care.

Theres something holding me back.


  1. Thats so sweet. :)
    Im sorry I didn't subscribe to your blog earlier, you've been so faitful to mine and now I feel guilty.

    :) Keep posting

  2. hey,

    I understand what you mean. I have real difficulty in telling people I care about how much I love them. My mum always complains about me been apathetic, and I cannot stand my parents touching me, not even a stroke.
    I've always been like this, but now in particular.
    The thing is, I do love them, we have lots of arguments yes, but in the end
    I do.
    Ad sometimes I feel guilty because people are nice to me ( my friends and family are) and I don't know how to respond to this.
    I just find it hard to communicate my emotions through contact or speech. I much prefer to write or draw, but unfortunately not many people understand this.



  3. omg this is my fav hercules song lol

  4. Ah I've been listening to this song so much, it's one of my most favourite ever.